I
was awakened by the telephone at 2-o’clock in the morning. On the line was a girl, either drunk
or bored, who only made me a little excited. She proceeded to talk
about herself and her evening and did not apologize for rousing me from my sleep. I
did my best to get rid of her. One of her friends must have rushed her along
because she abruptly paused mid-sentence and announced that she would give me a ring the following afternoon. Then she hung-up. Sufficiently startled, I lay awake in my
bed and listened to Chopin. A nice, dramatic show-piece to fall asleep with.
In the morning, I stopped on my way to breakfast and bought a newspaper. I was feeling rather tight and hoped that I would loosen-up with a good breakfast and the paper. I had a good deal of work to do in the afternoon and would be of no use to myself if I was uptight.
The waiter brought poached eggs, cheese, and fruit. He
refilled my coffee and asked if I wouldn’t like to sit at a table in the shade.
I declined – thinking that a little sun in the face would make me less tight.
After breakfast I walked down the street to the café. I
ordered a glass of Chardonnay and set about getting a little work done. I worked
for about an hour and had another glass of Chardonnay. Much of the work was very
poor and I did not feel loosened-up by the wine. I was still really very tight. I asked for the kitchen to pack me a sandwich and headed on my way.
I wandered home along the river. It was a good deal
further to walk; but I figured that a good walk and fresh air and strolling along the riverbank would make me less tight. It was a good day for a walk and I sat down on a bench and watched the boats. I unpacked the sandwich and ate it on the bench.
I ate it slowly and watched the boats and tried to clear my head. The
thoughts weren’t coming and everything felt tight and tangled in my head. I
decided to go home and have a nap and hopefully untangle the thoughts in my sleep.
I had a very good nap by the window in the living room.
I made a pot of tea and went out on the deck with a mug of the strong, black tea.
I decided to give working another try and I worked for another hour. Most
of it was very poor and tangled and made no sense at all. I was still very tight
and I abandoned the work and set about preparing dinner.
I roasted a good cut of beef with some rice and vegetables. I drank a
cold glass of water and made some coffee after I had finished the meal. After
dinner I had a shower and dressed for the evening.
I walked to a quiet, little café nearby and sat at the bar.
I ordered a glass of port and took it outside with a cigar. It was a very
nice